the start of this month has been good actually. I got myself a new bed frame and I’m loving it more than my old one. I’m feeling more myself than I ever have been. I’m trying so hard to be this type of person that I’m not and I’m not satisfied. lately, I’ve been wishing to be someone else but I just need to get over the fact that I am me, and I is perfectly fine.
last night I went out for the first time in a LONG time. I sold some of my zines and I took some cute pictures. I was really sad that night but it turned into a really really nice night. that day, in general, was really hard. I’ve never had mood swings that bad before.
But besides all of that, I’ve made some goals I want to accomplish. something I’m really really excited for. something I’m genuinely fond of AND it includes photography. I wasn't feeling the drive for it for a while now and I’m beginning to enjoy it again.
My goals have no time limit, they finish when they finish lol
build more friendships and take time to appreciate friendships I have now
curate my own art show with a solid theme and a book
Keep working on my magazine.
Life is so precious. I want to make the most out of it. I’ve been doing things that are good but I need to be myself. let myself grow at my own pace. I’m defiantly in a new chapter in my life and I’m not that phased :-)